What happens when you don't have a plan?

The plan for my 2011 goal setting Retreat was basic – a full day set aside to be alone, without distraction.  Richmond Hill was the perfect place – secluded, noontime prayer, and silence.  Paper, markers, pens, computer and other goodies were ready. When the day was over I would leave with goals set for each month of 2011 to get from here to year’s end with grace, charm, and ease.  Well, you gotta have a dream, right?
I picked a large sunny room on the 2nd floor as my home for the day.  It felt like the best place to be – surely it was closer to outdoors and God.  Watching birds fly, traffic move and hearing trains whistle kept me company (maybe they would inspire me).  The brilliant blue sky and bright sun cancelled the bitter outside cold.
In a panic because I was without a single idea of where to start, I took a deep breath and sat quietly.   I prayed, asking God to send something – anything.  
Soon phrases came so I wrote them down – affirmations like “I can do this.   My attitude is positive. Embrace change.  Embrace success.”   Um, interesting thoughts.   More came:  “Look farther out and trust that God will get me there.   Give up blocks and barriers.”
I made two lists – titled Let Go and Begin.   That was truly divine inspiration since I’d never have thought of that one.    Phrases and words filled the columns.
Then ideas came.  Starting with the end and backing slowly into each month, 2011 unfolded.    They were captured randomly on post- it notes, then stuck in place as the plan became clear.  I was amazed.
Peace and quiet reigned.  Ideas came fast.   A large red-tailed hawk flew by at eye level.  When the noontime prayer bell rang, the plan was complete! And the theme Hug Change was evolving. 
At days’ end,  SMART (Specific, Measurable, Achievable, Realistic, Timely) goals had been established. Monthly goals and steps were clear and loose. I have to allow for windfalls and unexpected opportunities to expedite them.
What I had made so hard became easy by being quiet and patient.   Juggling book signings, speaking gigs, travel, clients, contracts and my wonderful life are the goal.  Hugging Change Boldly is the theme.    How it really works may be the next reality show.